Blog ko ‘toh! (reader discretion is advised)

Finally dumating na rin ang PC ko and naka setup na. It got here last Tuesday and had to buy a lot of things para lang ma-setup. I slept 3am that day because I had to download tons of Windows updates. Then Wednesday I had to transfer the PC and re-setup to another place in my room kasi di aabot yung network cable, I finished everything at 2am. And Thursday night, actually Friday morning na, I’m still awake!!! 1:39am!!! Ngayon lang siguro ako naging ganito since first time na ma-inlove ako, grade six. Di ako makatulog nun. Hehe. Speaking off, I got an email a few days ago from namesdatabase.com and in the list of new database names, I saw her name, yung crush ko nung elementary. Grade six ako nun, grade 5 sya. In the database it shows that she’s now 30, and married. I never really spoke to her personally, lagi ako may tulay. Torpedo. Then I graduated elementary and never saw her again. Back in college, siguro mga 4th year na ako nun, nakasalubong ko sya sa may Dapitan, I instantly knew it was her (although alam ko na same school din kami). Then I let the moment pass. No words, no greetings, kaway o kaya kindat. Tingin lang. A few steps further I heard her saying "si ano yun ah …" to her friend. And I just kept on walking, I never looked back. I considered myself lucky. I was given a "second chance" to say something, or talk to her personally. But I let it pass by.  The email from namesdatabase was just a reminder, of that moment. And what I should do, if I get a second chance on things that I failed on the first try. If that second chance ever comes.

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